Masking
Suppressing autistic traits and performing neurotypical behaviour to fit in. Validated by research, linked to burnout and mental health crisis.
Masking is the act of suppressing autistic traits and performing neurotypical behaviour to avoid standing out, being rejected, or facing consequences. It's forcing eye contact when it's painful. Scripting conversations in advance. Holding in stims until you're alone. Pretending to understand social cues you're frantically trying to decode.
It's not lying. It's survival. And it's exhausting. Every neurotypical interaction becomes a performance you're improvising in real-time while your nervous system screams.