AuDHD
Co-occurrence of autism and ADHD. Distinct phenotype with conflicting needs: craving routine (autism) and novelty (ADHD) simultaneously.
AuDHD is the intersection of autism and ADHD—not just having both, but experiencing them in constant tension. Your autistic brain craves routine, predictability, and deep focus. Your ADHD brain demands novelty, stimulation, and constant change. They fight each other daily.
You build a perfect routine, then your ADHD brain gets bored and implodes it. You chase dopamine with something new, then your autistic brain melts down because the routine is disrupted. It's an internal tug-of-war where satisfying one neurotype distresses the other.